i wonder how you sleep
i wonder what you think of me
if i could go back
would you have ever
been with me?
i want you to be uneased
i want you to remember
i want you to believe in me
i want you on my side
come on lay it down
i've always been with you
here and now
give all that's within you
be my savior
and i'll be your downfall
here we go again
ashamed of being broken
and we're getting off track
i want to get you back again
i want you to trouble me
i wanted you to linger
i want you to agree with me
be my savior
i'll be your downfall
only love can save us now
-downfall, matchbox 20
watashi...
place: houston
major: japanese
age: 21
favorites
song: dizzy, GGD
movie: brokedown palace,
hannibal
book:hard-boiled wonderland
and the end of the world
author: haruki murakami
artist: van gogh
composer: schwantner, dvorak
band: goo goo dolls
instrument: strings
food: sushi
drink: chai latte
musical: rent
musical song: another day
musical character: eponine
place: new york city
tv: will and grace
game: final fantasy VI
soundtrack: gettysburg
sport: marching band. yes.
favorite real sport: hockey
quote:
"Don't think about what you've left behind... if what one finds is made of pure matter, it will never spoil. And one can always come back. If what you had found was only a moment of light, like the explosion of a star, you would find nothing on your return."
new journal HERE
not that i ever wrote anything in this one. obviously. *dies* XD
look i translated! XD
this is tune the rainbow by maaya sakamoto.
comments from nihongo-ers? =P
kimi ga nagasu namida nuguu tame dake ni boku wa koko ni iru yo
ame agari ga kirei na you ni nakeba kokoro sukitooru
just to dry your flowing tears I will stay here
like the beauty of the clearing rain your tears reveal your heart
oka no ue de miwatasu sekai wa
kyou mo ai de afureteru hazu na no ni
mayoi ikiru bokura wa kizukazu
yasashii ai no utasae todokanai
todays world seen from a hilltop
although we seem awash in love
our bewildered existence is all we can perceive
even loves gentle song cannot reach us
mamoritai...tada anata dake o sono egao kagayaku hibi o
mamoritai...kodoku ni kakomare kanashimi ni yureru kokoro o
itsu no hi mo
I want to protect those days when smiles lit your face,
I want to protect you on those days
when loneliness surrounds you and sadness shakes your heartElt;br>
always
boku ga chikau subete subete o kakete boku wa ushinatte yuku
itoshii hito kimi o omoi kimi to tomo ni ikiteku yo
Ill swear everything, Ill risk everything, Ill lose everything
For those I love, to think of you, to be a part of your life
yasashi sugiru bokura wa kowagari
hontou no kimochi jouzu ni ienakattari
waza to ooki na koto o itte mitari
sore demo mou daijoubu...mitasareta kara
our weakness shows our cowardice
Im not any good at saying how I truly feel
But I can still say what is important
Despite it all, Im alright because Ive found meaning
aishiau bokutachi wa...tsuyoi kaze no naka hanarete mo
aishiau bokutachi wa...itsumo soba ni iru...inori no naka de zutto
were bound by love...even though a strong wind may separate us
were bound by love...well always be together somehow, inside a prayer, forever
mamoritai...tada anata dake o sono egao kagayaku hibi o
mamoritai...kodoku ni kakomare kanashimi ni yureru kokoro o
wasurenai...kaze ya kigi o ano hi mita yuuyake sora o
wasurenai...daisuki na uta nandomo yonda ehon no hyoushi
I want to protect those days when smiles lit your face,
I want to protect you when loneliness surrounds you and sadness shakes your heart
I wont forget the wind and trees that day I watched the sky at sunset
I wont forget the song we loved or the cover of the book I read over and over
mamoritai...tada anata dake o sono egao kagayaku hibi o
mamoritai...kodoku ni kakomare kanashimi ni yureru kokoro o
wasurenai...kono takai sora o aoi umi natsu no hizashi
wasurenai anata to kawashita kotoba sae nanimo ka mo
I want to protect those days when smiles lit your face,
I want to protect you when loneliness surrounds you and sadness shakes your heart
I wont forget that overhanging sky, the blue ocean, the summer sunlight
I wont forget your words to me, I wont forget anything
tsukanoma no niji...
kitto kimi e no kakehashi naru darou
a passing rainbow...
surely its forming a floating bridge for you